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Thursday, April 12, 2007
All my posts are pretty negative...but that can't be helped, it has been a stressful year, with more to come over the next 2 months..
And damn my hair itches because i feel asleep on my desk yesterday and woke up 2 hours ago... Neway Im feeling really guilty right now. My dad is performing in this charity concert in esplanade this saturday...and i dont think i have given him enough encouragement and support... Haha its his "debut" performance, he likes singing la, and he is going to sing a song from the "Phantom of the Opera" for the show... Whether he is good or not, i leave that for people to comment. Im also a bit worried because he is still recovering from his flu and his voice sounds really funny at some points... But anyway, as i was saying, i am feeling a bit guilty...i spend the whole day in my room and seldom come out, like an anti-social bastard... And my dad knows that i am having exams soon and doesnt dare come in to disturb me.... so i never got to ask him about his preps etc over the past 3weeks...
It's very important to have family support...and its very hard to go on doing something without it. In this case, my dad doesnt get any support from my bro and mum because they think he sings horribly...and my sis is in newyork, so she cant do much...so its left to me..
I know how it feels like to have no support, because i love to dance and my family thinks its a waste of time...and it makes it very hard for me to pursue it, especially when im a beginner and am still not very good at it...but i still love dancing and won't give up on it=)
Anyway, yesterday night at about 10+ my dad came back from his rehearsal and my mum complained to him about me not getting something done... and so he shouted from downstairs(i was upstairs-in my room,duh) to get it done...and i got quite pissed off because 1) i was really not in the mood 2) i was dozing off and therefore quite cranky.. so i just semi-slammed and locked the door after that... Than later this morning i found out that he had actually bought Macdonalds for me and my bro to eat last night... And im feeling incredibly guilty right now... ...
I used to be very close to my dad, until i was sec3-4, when there was some long story which i have no intention of going into (actually only vincent would know...if he remembered...). From that period onwards, never got really close with my parents anymore. And going abroad didnt help at all.
